Monday, May 31, 2010

thought #107- back to square one.

i am:

1. sick and tired of being sick and tired.
2. sooo over being a pessimist or a cynic or bitter.
3. learning the difficult way.
4. erasing any remnants of being foolishly idealistic, which exist in my system.
5. going to have some fun and be happy, even if it fucking kills me.
6. officially letting my heart hibernate and my mind operate.
7. going to start focussing on the bigger, eternal things in life.
8. finally going to slap my own face and force my knees to bend.
9. going to attempt to be independent.
10. never, ever going to cry in an emotional impulse regardless of how intoxicated or frustrated i maybe again.
11. giving it all up, not giving up.
12. tired of like/ not, hello/goodbye, i do/ i don't.
13. soldiering on, even if it means going back to the start.


love,




ps. i love fresh starts.

2 comments:

  1. if this was fb...
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