thought# 211- happiness equals?

we try so hard to make money and gain success. we try to be more than just a face in an indistinguishable crowd and more than just a voice in a meaningless cacophony. we try to get the most fucks, win over the most hearts, dream the biggest and utter thanks for everyday we wake up alive and not screwed over. we try so hard to prove we're not worthless after all. we try all these things in order to cover up the fact that we're totally clueless with what to do with life. we try so hard for things we don't even want. and it's sad to think that what we do want is what we least strive for, to love and be loved in return.

love,

ps. it's true