thought #210- isn't it funny?

isn't it funny how much you said you adored me and how much you showed you care and how much of yourself you threw into whatever this, it, us was? isn't it funny that to this day i'm still feeling sorry for it all and you've forgotten everything already? isn't it funny how people change, feelings change, situations change yet the memory of that person, feeling and situation remains the same? isn't it funny how you think you know someone, when you never really knew them at all- like the way you surprised me with being so difficult? isn't it funny how people say they will do anything for you then never follow through? isn't it funny how life is a ferocious swell and simultaneously a peaceful garden? isn't it funny how you can love and loathe the same person, at the same time? isn't it funny how the things you thought you'd never do becomes second nature, second skin? isn't it funny how people never keep in touch? isn't it funny how disappointment is the a universal experience,  a relentless cycle of being disappointed by someone who has been disappointed as well. isn't it funny how there's clear solution out of suffering (because to stop suffering is to stop being human)? isn't it funny how we all want something more and that we're all perpetually unsatisfied? isn't it funny how sometimes what's bad for us is ourselves? isn't it funny how sorry has lost its meaning these days? isn't it funny how there's nothing funny about this all and yet we still laugh at other's misfortunes and secretly weep for our own?

but most of all, isn't it funny that after all this, i still want you?

love,

 ps. this song is very thought provoking give it a listen!