thought #23- the side effects of sleeplessness

i had, irrefutably, the worst sleep in the history of my human life last night. perhaps the viewing of paranormal activity last night contributed (although i must say that i was thoroughly disappointed, and far more bored and dizzy by the homemade filming than freaked out of my wits... the last few minutes were beginning to spark interest but suddenly the film concluded). this feeling can be likened to early ejaculation (haha) or for a more wholesome approach consuming peter's cookies and cream ice cream.  you feel bored, sickened, and about to give up when you suddenly hit the iota of a cookie bit and emotions of enjoyment and excitement burst within you... and suddenly you're ice cream bowl is empty. i must say the movie was a letdown but enough to get you paranoid especially between the hours of midnight to six am (which i am mostly awake and active haha).

anyway, after watching old re-runs of whose line is it anyway? to get me into a jovial mood before sleep i engaged in hours of tossing and turning and perspiring. i honestly felt i was in a fever like state. i couldn't fall asleep until about 5:30am, joy. i still don't feel so well... perhaps i need an early night to compensate. sickness has such perfect timing. this week will be busy with work, performances, presentation nights, movies and the like. hopefully i feel better tomorrow.

well my father just walked in with the dictionary turned to "ejaculation" because i checked it's spelling and now he thinks im a sexually aroused freak haha.

love

p.s. definitely feeling a little headless (thanks danise)