thought #231- you're my uninspiration

not to sound artistically stifled or pathetically romantic but i've been feeling kind of uninspired lately. perhaps it's the ho hum of life as we speak. the banality and busyness of work and scheming for the new year. sadly this lack of inspiration has manifested into how i am and act on a daily basis. it's three weeks or so before 2012 opens it's eyes and leads us into another whirlwind of a year however, 2011 still hasn't finished and thus we should strive to keep the momentum, hence my little list to inspire and hopefully revive my once incited nature. i guess these little adoptions and adaptions in life can give me the sort of energy and optimism that will see me embracing life like a maniac and loving every minute of my existence despite how crappy it can be.

abi's list of self- inspiration into 2012

• exercise. create a routine habit of working out. an hour a day, five days a week.
• be healthy. this means avoiding frequent intoxication, and cutting back on cigs... death.
• eat. welcome meat once again in my life!
• write. note to self, buy moleskine and fill with ideas and verbosity. continue writing in this blog and dear humanity,.
• be creative. practice sewing, organise friperie and plan out future gigs and prospects of creative outlets.
• save. learn fucking self control.
• shop. update wardrobe. get rid of unworn garments (whilst simultaneously advancing friperie's inventory yeww) and build an amazing collection and balance between luxury staples, basics, vintage and sophistication.
• socialise. maybe 2012 is the year to mingle once again, awake hibernation and see friends especially folk whose physical faces you have not seen in a million years.
• fall in love with music all over again. meaning expand my musical horizons and knowledge.
• get back on track with the Creator. get back to commitment at church (powerhouse). start reading devotions. get back to the first love.
• decorate. room? i say this every year but it could do with a bit of a revamp. but then again if i'm not going to be here for half the year...
• travel. please, please, please Jesus.
• love again. optional of course but hey i wouldn't mind...

let's hope it works. god only knows how much i need it to right now.

love,