thought #122- two

before i continue to the purpose of this entry, i must quickly recount on my lovely friday evening. despite the unanticipated and unexpectedness of how my night was supposed to turn out, i found myself enjoying every bit of it. despite the rip off which was unifest, i surprisingly had fun at flow and my intoxicated state probably cancelled out the fact that i was sandwiched between a gazzillion asians as if i had never left the west haha. random friends i hadn't seen in ages, familiar friends i had seen before and new friends who were cute and swoonworthy made the night enjoyable. plus the nightride really wasnt that bad. must definitely have a repeat yes? anywho on the with the challenge.

Day 02 - The meaning behind your Tumblr name (in this case blogspot name)
the name of my blogspot as you know is "croire" which essentially means believe in french. there were a few reasons as to why i chose it. firstly because i love the french language and the word croire sounded quite pretty verbally and typed. second, i guess i just like the verb believe. its something we fail to do often or fail to choose what to in some things. i guess life is riddled and founded upon the very notion of belief. its true when they say "well you got to believe in something" what exactly is what we spend our whole lives finding out. third, i guess it explains everything i write here. my thoughts, my opinions, my heartbreak, my triumphs and revelations. you can choose to believe it or go the other way round. i find myself in a tug of war all the time about who i am and i guess it forces me to come to a precipice each and everytime- to believe or not to believe.

love

thought #50- 51 words to describe the past 51 entries

just because its such a momentous occassion... and just because i wasnt bothered recapping 51 thoughts in one evening haha.

51 words in relation to the past 51 entries

2010 has been terrifically messy, confusing, challenging yet splendid. i have befriended new folk and missed the old companions. i miss the comfort and familiarity of 2009 but beyond expectant and prepared to rearrange life, fall in love, learn to be human, appreciate existence, embrace change, and regret nothing... just croire.

ps. thanks for today matty. you may have a severely terrible backhand at wii tennis but you're much amusement to observe :) oh and you owe me so bad, you know what i mean haha. 

pps. and thank you for looking for that non-existent battery with me carlo.