thought #221- substituting study

as usual. you don't have to ask. you don't even have to get to know me.

1. Abigail Ann Cruz
2. nineteen and four months
3. mads and sam
4. single (no brainer)
5. ears and navel
6. maybe another ear, wouldn't mind the nose but i'm not fussed.
7. side boob triangle and one in shorthand combo
8. take heart on my hip sometime this month, birthdates/names of my children in the future.
9. whoever i'm subscribed to.
10. my name.
11. the mars volta, always has and always will be
12. it would be a toss up between the royal tenenbaums, fight club and howl's moving castle.
13. i am so awkward.
14. i can be a bit of a pushover sometimes.
15. i can be so inappropriate.
16. content
17. a beautiful night, a rooftop, a good movie, a bottle of moscato and my impending favourite boy.
18. inconsideration and fakers.
19. attractive european men and cigarettes.
20. never handled pain very well.
21. the study
22. boys that don't know how beautiful (internally and externally) they really are,
23. ovary exploding smile
24. guys who spit on the road and sleep with alot of girls.
25. SK-II is owned by proctor and gamble. it was on our case study for transnational this week.
26. "No matter how careful you are, there's going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all. There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention. Well, get used to that feeling. That's how your whole life will feel some day. This is all practice."- Chuck Palahniuk.
27. i wonder if you realise how much of a jerk you've been acting. you probably don't realise how hurt i feel right now after you ignore me, time and time again. i just wish you would meet me once and for all, tell me how you feel. even if it means we can never be friends again. i'll be fine. instead of this relentless limbo we still find ourselves in. i'm not over you ok? that's the worst part. 
28. has horns, and a pointy tail and a stake. because he likes to see me fail.
29. no comment.
30. both. personality is definitely predominant but we all know the truth is we wouldn't think twice about someone if they never caught our eye in the first place.


love,